i like to write like nobody is listening
lmao im usually on twitter talking to an audience that doesnt exist for likes ill never get just to delete posts in like 4 hours. but here in the solace of my own vacuum i can talk to myself. because lord knows if someone was actually listening then by now they would have let me know. thats how i like to write my music as well. like nobody is listening. because they arent. but whats funny is wish they did listen. i just realized, nobody listened to tommy either. sometimes i didnt. when i remember those times i feel like a piece of shit, because he cant say anything new and im having trouble trying to remember now.
i like to write like this is a safe space even though i know its not. nowhere is safe. my ideas arent safe. my feelings arent safe. i just want somewhere safe to create, but i cant find that either.